Mar 31, 2017

Transparency in Writing

I love to write. Writing has always been my way of focusing my thoughts, sharing what’s in my heart and working through whatever I’m dealing with.  I often find it quite therapeutic to write my thoughts down.  I write often, my writings take the form of journal entries, letters to God, poems, or just scribbles on pieces of paper expressing my thoughts.

My first draft is often raw and filled with whatever emotions I feel at that time.  Then I read it over.  Depending on what I wrote, I start feeling a bit vulnerable and I second guess myself, especially if it’s something I plan to share on my blog.

"Do I really want to say that?"
"Maybe I need to take a, b or c out. I’m sure this post will flow fine without it."

You can guess what happens next… I start editing and I continue editing until the feeling of vulnerability is not so strong. Sometimes when I'm finished the heart of what I'm writing is edited out but I feel less timid about allowing the post to go live.

 Why do I do this? Well, I have a confession…

I sometimes care entirely too much about what others, including people I don't even know think.  I allow it to affect what I share in this space and elsewhere.  It's not that there's some deep dark secret that I have, it's simply that my writings are usually from the heart, no filter, no mask and sometimes life behind the mask feels much safer.  However, God doesn't call us to a life of fear.  He calls us to live bold and authentically before Him.  His word tells us in 2 Timothy 1:7 that, He has not given us a spirit of fear and timidity, but of power, love, and self-discipline.

I know this verse and I quote it along with many others when I'm faced with different situations. Unfortunately, I still find myself censoring and editing my words because I hate the feeling of vulnerability that sometimes comes with sharing my thoughts. I'm still learning and trying to overcome my fear of appearing vulnerable and become more bold, fearless and transparent in my writing because it's a huge part of who I am.

I’d like to ask you something:

How do you deal with transparency, in your sharing online or in other areas of your life? 
How do you allow yourself to be transparent and not worry so much about what others think?

I’d love to hear your thoughts and maybe we can help each other to become more transparent.

Trusting Him,


  1. Great message Bernadine!

    Transparency is so key to people building relationships. Therefore, I believe writing (openly while also respecting your personal boundaries) with the awareness that there's a certain level of vulnerability involved is key. It takes courage and when you understand why you're writing and who you desire to reach, then it's all worth it!

    Good stuff Bernadine! Keep writing.

  2. "...when you understand why you're writing and who you desire to reach, then it's all worth it!" Thank you so much, Pastor Lisa. I appreciate your words of encouragement.

  3. Hi, Bernadine!
    I can relate. I also love to write. I worried about spilling my thoughts out on paper, especially my blog, and try to second guess what this relative or that friend might think of me. It went on for years. About 3 years ago I took a class at church, Cleansing Stream, and literally jumped in to more depth in Christ. The first thing He did for me was to show me I am approved. I knew it in my head, but learned to relate to Him more deeply and now I feel like "we" write together. I am more dependent on Jesus for topics, tweaks and my words! Recently a friend told me he never misses my weekly post because my writing stems from the heart. I hope this helps you! I will pray that you write for and with God and that you will enjoy it more than ever!!!! Hugs!

    1. Thank you for your kind words, Mary. They really do help. I love how you mentioned that you now feel like you and Jesus write together. I agree with your friend, your writing do stem from the heart. Thanks for stopping by.


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