Mission Impossible

One million one, one million two, one million three…

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As I counted I surveyed the area around me.  The beautiful sandy beach stretched on for miles and miles.  Then I looked at the little pile of sand in front of me, it could barely fill a sandwich bag.

It was at this point in the face of my insurmountable task that I finally threw my hands in the air and shouted “I give up!!!”

I knew then as I knew when I began that my mission was impossible, not Tom Cruise impossible but really impossible.  There were not hours enough in the day or days enough in my remaining time on earth to count the grains of sand on this one beach in the Bahamas so the world…? I think not.  

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Trusting Him,
~Bernadine~

Forever Home

The photos in this post were taken by me as I approached home after being away on vacation.

I love to travel when I have an opportunity.  However, there is always something exciting about returning home.  I have a sense of anticipation because I know I’m going to be back to a place and a people that I love.  But as much as I love my home, as excited as I always am to return I’m happy that this is not my forever home.

I’ve just finished reading Max Lucado’s book Traveling Light.  The chapter before the end was titled  Almost Heaven.  In this chapter he talks about longing for home.  I love the way he puts it so eloquently.

Would you treat this world like home?  It isn’t.  The greatest calamity is not to feel far from home when you are, but to feel right at home when you are not.   Don’t quench but rather stir this longing for heaven.  God’s home is a forever home. “And I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever” (Psalm 23:6 NKJV) Traveling Light, Max Lucado pg154

I’m so glad that there’s nothing wrong with me feeling like a sojourner here because I am.  This is not my forever home.  This is just my temporary home and my forever home with Jesus is being prepared.

Trusting Him,
 ~Bernadine~

Almost

Almost

I almost gave up Lord

I almost let you go

For I couldn’t hear your voice

When I felt I needed you most

I had devised my plan

And how to follow through

I was going to pack it in

I’d decided I was through

But with one simple act

You’ve shown yourself to me

To let me know that

You had never forsaken me

I realize now Father

You were speaking all along

But I was too angry, bitter and hurt

To pay attention to your voice

For I knew if I had listened

You’d have said to let it go

For bitterness has no place

Within a Christian’s soul

You’d have told me, I’m sure,

That I was fighting without cause

For the battle is not mine

Jesus had already won it at the cross

But Lord I’m listening now

With a contrite and broken heart

Secured in the knowledge that

you’ll never give up

on this wayward child of yours

(2001)

Backstory

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Have you experienced times in your Christian walk where it seems if you were the very last item on God’s agenda and he had barely started His list?  (Please let me know I’m not the only one). 

I was quite a few years into my walk with God when I was hurt to the point that I felt broken, bruised and quite forsaken by God.  So in my humanistic way of thinking I thought well if God doesn’t care why should I…?  Thankfully He didn’t give up on me and out of that experience I wrote the above poem.  I'm so glad that almost, doesn't count..

Trusting Him, 
~Bernadine~